Stupid. 

Stupid ii am calling myself. know that ppl is actually abusing ur kind and using eu yet eu still continue to let them do so. am i stupid ? ii really feel ii am damn dumb lar ! what the hell man ! the gurl in the past wont allow ppl to do things to hurt her and use her but.. why she is so weak now. WHYS ? ii dun understand ii totally dun understand ii just wan to be like other dun be abused and when eu treat others well they will treat eu well too right ? thats is the logic right ? haiis. whatever life is pushing me to the extreme which made me feeling like giving up life. ihateit. 

IHATEMYSELF

Gosh. ii am so tired. today was working from 1pm to 10pm. was very very tired and my leg is damn damn sour. tml and tuesday is also going to be quite tiring which is from 3pm to 10pm. hope someone can save my life. LOL. but ii keep my mindset thinking eu work more and eu earn more get pay and go shopping by all means and go sentosa to enjoy with ur buddies. so ii hope this really keep me going. please please please as ii also wish to earn more which ii can save up more money for myself. ii dunno which day den can meet jingxun. really hope can meet him soon as ii really miss him. haiis. very very tired. wanna go sleep le. goodnights.

Off Days ! 

Today very tired. but tml off and thursday but ii dun wanna go out because wanna save money. >< hope this time can all in one time get pay dun need advance take. ^_^ come singlu eu can do it !!!! this week wont be meeting jingxun le. he working for the whole of this week. haiis. bo bian ba. very tired !! and ii wanna lose weight!!! come on !! okays lar ii very tired le lar. go sleep le. Good Night !

What Should I Say?

Today work in the noon from 3pm to 10pm. tired? ii dunno but is very busy which make time pass faster very fast den go home ler. jingxun come fetch me if he not coming to fetch me ii am going home myself ii am not going to let my boss to fetch me home again !!! because once ii am on the car den she will start scolding me again. T_T. den this week is the only day that me and jingxun meet ba. he next 6 day will be working. ii dunno when is my off day. hate working ! because no one is friendly there they just act to be nice and stab eu at the back. hate it man ! but dec got incentive so ii think have to work till dec le ba. haiis..

Life 

Today morning woke up and had headache den no choice still have to go work. den went to work abt work ii cannot really say ii hate it is not so bad till that ii really buay ta han is just that they have been stressing me to remember this and that ii am so strong and remembering number so ii will be very weak at this and ii really dunno what to do abt it. jingxun went to meet his friend in town and ii went to meet ah huat they all. very fun and enjoyed talking to them. today my mind really filled with alot of things why must ii go through such suffer in life it really sucks man.

Thanks to Maine ^_^

What a tiring day. 

Today was a tiring day. woke up and went to grandma house to eat lunch she bought me a short! 0mg love love love that one lar ! den went to work of cause at 3pm and when ii reach there ii can see the stocks stack up very high which means today is going to be very tiring day and yes as ii thou is very tiring. used $33 bucks to bought a perfume from ck. ii like the smell ^_^ hehes so ii wasted money to bought that haha ! shop is very busy and 2 person really cant handle a shop during a Friday night. ii asked jingxun to come fetch me from work as ii know ii will be very tired. but he ask me to ask mother my own and ii told him that ii will be busy because today only 2 person but he actually told me to ask when ii am free. do eu think ii will be free? ii have been busy through out the whole night which ii nv even eat my dinner which made me really disappointed. ii dunno what happen or what changes us. reached home late and went on gaming. ii really very tired. tml working from 1 to 5pm. haiis. ii dunno what to say lar. just Fcuk My Life.

Trust? 

Today working late den went to work everything was alright was busy so time go very fast. hope tml is the same too. because tml work from 3 till 10. kanasai ii really hate working ii dunno the reason of hating work just simply hate it lar. birthday coming le ^_^ hope can off 3 days on that week ! haha ! hope so ba ! get pay wanna go song of the sea with baby and yong and ii am thinking whether shld buy the camera first or sims3 first. ii am still deciding. wanna go sleep le. good nights !

ii wanna get this too. =))

Congrats ! 

Today jingxun passed his TP ahah! so happy lar ! means he can officially drive car le ! meet him and we went to geylang to buy his project stuff and went over to changi to find mom. there is lots of thing in my mind which ii am thinking about us. so hope ii figure it out. Missed one month de mens finally come le which now made me cramp like hell ! hopefully ii will be better tml cause have to work. siannxx ! good nights guys !

People who don't help themselves dun deserve others to help them at all.

Today working was easy just sales and checking some stocks. Quite okay but i went home myself no one come and pick me or whatever mom say no one is answering jingxun phone means he cant practice more for tml. which ii really feel eu better have a good reason for not answering ur calls. Tml off days which is GREAT ! but still hate working even thou is better today.

I am hoping to get this♥

New Blog Skins 

Changed a new blog skins which mostly edit is done by myself. Thanks Clarrissa for giving me so much advice. Tml working quite late but hopefully the time will past faster. ii seriously hate working at night it made me lose alot of fun and time with jingxun. ii am still thinking whether i shld continue working there not. there are so many conflicts nowadays. haiis. didnt come mens for one month le!! dunno what happen also maybe going to the doctor on Wednesday or maybe geng MC lo. sorry guys putting my blog back to public due to some reason thats why ii private it for some days. Thanks for understand ^^

Horrible Day

Today was the most horrible day which is my pay day also telling eu guy something the air con in my room now is damn fucking cold which really made my nose BLOCK like hell i got no choice but to get up early ! which ii have to work at 5 and ii woke up at 12.30 to me is abit too early ! FINALLY is about time to work ii feel so sleepy ! sucks right ? is always like that working is like shyt today is all abt sales sales sales no matter how hard ii try to sell the shoe ppl will be like hais. let me consider first. end up getting alot of shoes which ii have to climb back and return ! haiis. this is life right ? The best day ii ever had ii think is on the 30 Oct 2009 everything was so nice and sweet which ii really love that day till ii really hope time stops there but after that everything is back to normal which ii can only say that. bought a book. SOLD by Tess Steven. dear paid for me. thanks sweetheart ii appreciate it. ii started calling him flirt today which ii feel he actually flirt with females friend or maybe he outside got other GF? ii dunno ii just hope not. if it does it will be the biggest setback that ii will have now after 17 years in my life. ><>