Love. Today noon den wake up le keep watching drama and didnt play game at all. dunno is no mood or what. went to maggie auntie house and got a very little dog home. very cute very loveable. bathe and dry her up den went to airport with er sheng, lucas zhou and jingxun
everything is alright only untill we came back home he talked on the phone and played game after that. ii was in the room watching show. ii already show the unhappiness of he playing game. but that doesnt stop whatever he is doing. ii dunno what to do. watch show lorhs. after that he shows mii that he very tired and ii asked him to go home and slp. this is the first time he went off without telling me. ii msg him asked things and he didnt replyed. ii tot he was asleep. but no. he was talking on the phone. mom told me this. she say she tried calling him. but it didnt went through. ii was utterly disappointed. ii dunno what to say dunno what to do all i can do is tears. ii also can feel that asking him to accompany me is actually a very hard job can also feels that he is avoiding me. this really make me feel not secure will anyhow think. but ii dunno how to tell him dunno how to express to him. ii dunno whether he know how ii feel or maybe ii really dun understand him at all now ii really wish my phone will ring. can be him or other ppl who ii can pour things out please. ii totally dun wanna give up in this relationship.
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