Nowaday ii am really totally no energy liaos. ii have too much things of myself to worry already stop adding problem to me. ii really cant take it anymore. the burden ii am carrying is still now with me. ii really hope ii can let go this time. at this point of time my loves one cant be with me he has to work. why ii can bear with him but not my family? ii dunno whats happening to me lahhs. ii always flared temper at home nowadays which ii really dun wan and ii hate it. ii really wan someone who can let me lead on now. this tat is not said doesnt mean it is not there. ii am now really very worried and lost. no one is able to help. ii am really feeling helpless..

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